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How to drop a bad habit

January 13, 2011 Leave a comment

I want to write about bad habits today.  In my life, I  have had many.  I sleep in much later than I should.  I like to drink soda.  I smoke cigarettes when drunk.  However, the habits I really want to address are patterns of thought.

We all have thought patterns that we use on a daily basis.  These have likely formed over many years, and may have been taught to us by our parents or friends.  Patterns typically start with a fundamental belief.  We can recognize this belief, and if it is a negative belief, we will probably want to change it.  For most of us, it happens like this:

We want to become more fit and realize we should probably workout to achieve this.  At some point during the day, we may think it’s time to work out.  For those of us that do not like working out, we typically have a series of thoughts that keep us from doing so.  It’s too hot.  I’m too tired.  I don’t have the right workout equipment.  The gym will be busy.  I don’t have time.  I’ll do it tomorrow.  I need to start off slower.  It will hurt.  I don’t like pain.  I don’t want to get sweaty.  It’s not really worth it.

This is a pattern.  We continue to avoid working out, even though we know logically it keeps us from our goals.  The result of this pattern is that we do not workout and do not take action.  This type of thinking is a bad habit, and is cyclical.  We can spin this pattern over and over again for years and put on a lot of weight.

A lot of times we make goals in life that sound great, but we don’t follow through.  I want to get in shape is a common goal.  Why don’t we follow through?

We don’t follow through because we associate more pain to working out than not working out.  Our thought pattern displays this quite clearly.  I guarantee you anyone who wants to work out, but consistently does not has some major negative beliefs about fitness.

The first step to breaking a bad habit is to get leverage on yourself.  We have to find a way to associate more pain with continuing to act the same way, and more pleasure to changing the way we act.  In the case of my example, we could change where our negative thoughts go in order to motivate us:

If I don’t workout today I will be one day more out of shape.  I will feel worse and worse every day I do not work out.  I can already feel myself getting fatter this moment.  My friends will know I did not work out and I will go to sleep feel miserable about myself.  If I keep living this way, I may end up with serious health problems later in life.  I might die before my parents.  That would be awful.

Despite shifting our negativity, having leverage to change does not always lead to a change in our actions.  Even if we logically understand something, it is very unlikely we will follow through with it daily in order to create lasting change.  That’s what we are after truthfully, lasting change and a new, better lifestyle.

It is hard to change the way we think and act because our minds function well beyond the surface level of consciousness.  If we have previously lived a lifestyle where we avoid fitness, there are going to be some subconscious beliefs and actions associated with this lifestyle.  One of these subconscious actions is the negative pattern of thoughts we produce.  We have to replace bad patterns with good ones in order to shift our psychology and physiology.  This is essential for changing.  The reason being that we are emotional beings and whether we know it or not, we make significant emotional connections to everything we do or don’t do.  The emotional associations we hold really dictate the actions we take on a daily basis.

If you want to workout, you can’t just change the way you logically perceive fitness, you have to also change the emotions as well.

If you’ve ever watched the show the biggest loser, you’ll notice a whole lot of emotions being displayed.  In the beginning, the contestants not only have to battle with their physical limitations in performing exercises, but also their emotions.  You often see contestants whining, complaining, crying, even getting angry at the personal trainer.  In some cases, the contestants get injured.  Did this injury really occur, or did the contestant manifest it unknowingly?

These individuals are clearly overweight and have not been living a physically active lifestyle.  Yet, they signed up for the show so they must want to change.  Logically they want to change.  Emotionally, they are attached to the comfortable lifestyle they have been living.  Negative emotion is always a byproduct of fear or discomfort.  Don’t rag yourself so much if you have a lot of negative emotions.  You are likely in a situation that is challenging and promotes growth.  At the same time, I want you to know that we can change our emotions by breaking bad patterns.

Here’s how it works:

Step 1:
We begin to have bad, unproductive thoughts that are keeping us from taking a positive action, or making us continue to take a negative action.

Step 2:
We recognize this pattern and are able to notice it when it comes up, even if we can’t control it yet.

Step 3:
As we begin to experience the bad pattern, we interrupt it. (I’ll explain what this means in a moment)

Step 4:
We then replace the bad pattern with a new, good pattern.

Think of patterns as records that play in our heads.  If you play a record, it will sound the same every time.  However, if you take a nail and put a scratch in that record, it will skip.  If you put a big enough scratch in that record, it may completely stop playing when it gets to that point.  Furthermore, if you put a whole bunch of big scratches in that record, it won’t play at all.

Our patterns can be stopped the same way as a record.  We have to scratch them up as we are playing them.  The more we scratch them, the harder it will be for us to play them.  We scratch up our patterns by using pattern interrupts.  A pattern interrupt is something bizarre and out of place that we do in the middle of our pattern.  It needs to be unusual and generally involves moving our body.  The more unusual and out of place for us the better.  For example, one pattern interrupt that I use is to squeeze my nose, tug on my ear, and say, “Honk! Honk!”

Why and how this works:
Our patterns are loops of thoughts.  When we loop negative or unproductive thoughts, it affects our physiology and where we are focusing our attention.  After playing this loop long enough, we attach emotion to it.  This emotion adds fuel to the negative pattern and keeps it going.  Overtime, this pattern automatically plays an emotion as well, and puts us in a bad state.

If we do something totally bizarre in the middle of our pattern, it distracts us and breaks the loop.  At no point earlier in our lives did our negative patterns ever include squeezing our noses, tugging our ears, and saying, “Honk! Honk!”  Something is different here.  We broke the pattern, and our subconscious mind recognizes it.  When we break the pattern, we break the emotional state we are in as well.  If we are starting to feel depressed and tired, using a pattern interrupt where we have to smile and move our body really fast can alter our emotional state.

Once the pattern is broken, we have to replace it with a new pattern, otherwise the bad pattern might start playing again.  Remember, a scratched record can still play, it will just skip at a certain point.  Scratching a record is simply not enough.  We must replace it with a new record!  Whatever thoughts your negative pattern produces, take the positive opposite and form good, productive thoughts.

Back to our example:

We feel pressured to workout.  Our negative pattern begins to play.  I don’t want to workout.  I hate being sweaty.  It’s too hot.  I’m soooo tirrred….

We break the pattern and use our pattern interrupt.

We play our new pattern of thoughts.  I love working out.  I can already feel myself energizing as I think about it.  I know once I get to the gym and start moving I’ll be wide awake.  I really enjoy sweating all the toxins out of my body.  It’s a perfectly hot day to build up a great sweat.

This may sound a bit silly, but you have to realize that in order to break some serious negative thinking, you have to replace it with some serious positive thinking.  Whatever intensity our negative pattern is, we need to use the same intensity in creating a positive pattern, if not greater.  Think of the process like filling cracks in a sidewalk with cement.  You can’t use half as much cement as the size of the crack.  No, this would leave only a half filled crack.

Fortunately, after we interrupt our bad patterns enough, we will have created a new habit that we will do naturally, which won’t require squeezing our noses or talking like a person who drank a glass of sunshine that morning.  Although, positive thinking is worth its weight in gold.

To sum it all up, if you want to break a bad habit or start a good habit, you have to change the emotional associations you make.

What are some bad habits that you have?  What are some new habits you’d like to have?  What habits must you drop right now and what habits must you add right now?

New patterns don’t always have to be of the same nature as the old habit.  If you want to quit smoking, but start playing guitar, you can replace smoking with playing guitar using the process described above.

Good luck!

Here are some pattern interrupts you can use:
Squeezing your nose, tugging your ear, and saying, “Honk! Honk!”
Flapping your arms like wings and squawking like a chicken.
Smiling and slapping yourself in the face (as hard as you want)
Squeezing the skin on your forearm, laughing, and saying, “Damn it feels good to be a gangster.”

I encourage you to do silly things like this because they are so out of line with your patterns and your personality.  Remember, make a big scratch in that record.

For those of you who need patterns interrupts that are less outrageous, or need to be done in private, try these:
Wear a rubber band around your wrist and snap it on your skin.
Carrying around a pen or lighter that shocks you and shock yourself.
Listen to a song that you simply cannot take seriously.  Perhaps the Barney Theme Song.


Update on fitness goals

January 12, 2011 Leave a comment

I’ve been working hard at my fitness goals this week.  In returning to SF, I was a little concerned I would not have the same momentum to workout that I did in Hawaii.  In Hawaii, there was little distraction, and my parents have some good gym equipment at home.  This hasn’t been the case.  I live about 4 blocks from a 24 hour fitness and have been going there everyday putting in a solid hour or more each time.  I mostly have been lifting weights, doing a different part of the body each day.  This is how I used to lift when I was really fit 6 years ago.  I have talked to a couple individuals who are much more knowledgeable of weight training than myself, and they have all suggested a similar workout routine for the first 3 months.

I have been reading quite a bit on my own and slowly educating myself on ways to best improve my fitness and put on muscle.  One of my original fitness goals was to put on 10 pounds of muscle this year.  This is a totally achievable goal given that I stick to the plan.  From my study over the past week, putting on this much muscle is possible in as little as two months.  In my case, I’ll shoot for 4 or 5 months and focus more on the process rather than achieving the goal.  I really want to make working out an experience that I love and do naturally.  I am already starting to really enjoy my time spent at the gym.  It’s very relaxing and fulfilling.

I have started going to yoga as well.  Today I did my first yoga class in quite a while.  24 hour fitness offers free yoga classes.  I’m not a yoga guru or anything, but I thought the class was very effective.  I am interested in doing hot yoga, which is not offered at 24 hour fitness. Perhaps later on, when I have more experience with yoga, I will look to specialize my experience.

In addition to working out every day, I have began paying close attention to my diet.  My main goals are to lower my body fat percentage and increase my muscle mass.  Given this, as I understand it, I need to be eating foods that are high in protein and carbohydrates, but low in fats.  Today I went grocery shopping for the first time since I’ve been back in the city.  I made a list of foods that are recommended for weight training and meeting my goals.  This included: chicken, fish, beans, oatmeal, pasta, milk, and eggs.  I choose to stock up on a lot of chicken, tuna, and black beans.  Both chicken and tuna are relatively low in fat, but provide a lot of protein.  For now, I will be eating as little red meat as possible.  In order to recover from work outs and increase my energy, I will also be consuming a lot of carbs.  Being from Hawaii, I’ve never really eaten oatmeal, but I got some today, so we’ll see how that goes.  It will definitely give me the carbs I need.

I think for now I will stick to a diet that consists of meats high in protein, starches high in carbs, and water dense fruits.  One big component of a weight lifting diet is water consumption.  Aside from drinking a couple protein shakes each day, I have increased my overall water consumption.  Everyday I track what I eat and the workouts I do over at LiveStrong.  Check out my profile.


The Power of State

January 11, 2011 Leave a comment

What is state?

State refers to your emotional state.  The way you are feeling in a given moment.  We are creatures of emotions.  This is true for all of us, even if some of us show it less.

People who are highly successful in one area of their lives all have one common ability.  They know the importance of using their emotions to support their work.  Not all people who achieve success achieve mastery however.  Mastery is being able to perform at a high level of expertise nearly 100% of the time.  There are many successful people out there, but the best are masters of their skill.  It is not uncommon to hear an artist say, “I simply don’t feel it right now,” or “I can’t connect with my work.”  In fact, this is a problem we all encounter at some point in our lives.  Have you ever been trying to write a paper or an essay only to run into writers-block?

What’s really going on here?  I constantly ask myself questions like that.  Why is that sometimes when I sit down to write, words flow out of me, and other times I can barely spell my name?  The answer is state.

The way we feel plays a major impact what we do, and how we do it.  Interestingly, the way we use our body and our breathing creates our state.  Essentially, all emotion we feel has a certain physiology that accompanies it.  Some people go through life trying to figure out how to never feel a certain emotion.  I’ve been in this position before.  Why must I feel anxiety in certain social situations.  I hate this anxiety.  It builds from there.

This is pointless.  WE ARE CREATURES OF EMOTION.  It’s what makes us beautiful.  You cannot stop having emotions.  Please don’t try, it’s not healthy and makes for a not very interesting person.

However, it is entirely possible to control your state.  The first step of self-mastery is state-mastery.  Okay this is confusing right?  Let’s go back to the writing example.

Have you ever sat down to write, not been able to and decided to distract yourself for a little while?  Maybe you listened to music that pumped you up, inspired you, or was relaxing.  Maybe you watched a comedian telling a couple hilarious jokes.  Maybe you went for a run.  Maybe you took a shower.  Then you returned to your desk to write, and guess what, you were able to write.  Your writer’s block was gone.  Why did this happen?

Your state changed.  Emotions are a pattern.  When we feel a certain way, we use our bodies a certain way, we breathe a certain way, we think a certain way, and we continue to feel the same way, often worse.  We link emotions to memories we have in our lives, and when we encounter an experience similar to an old memory, we link similar emotions to this new memory.  The thing is, it’s not entire memories that we only associate emotion to.  It’s also, and more significantly, specific details within the memory.

For example, let’s say that in 3rd grade you wrote an essay in freehand using a yellow number 2 pencil and handed it in for grading.  Later that day, as you sat thumbing your pencil, the teacher hands your paper back.  You stare down at a giant F written in red ink.  Immediately you begin to feel negative emotions.  You feel depressed, stupid, unimaginative, foolish, and like a failure.  As you are feeling these things, your posture changes, and now your breathing must change.  You slouch over, hunch your shoulders, let your neck hang low, and let out a slow sigh.  Your physiology has changed completely.

Now fast forward to today.  You sit down at your desk to write, pickup a yellow number 2 pencil, and thumb the eraser.  Bam! An emotion fires off.  Your memory has anchored certain emotions to the act of thumbing a yellow number two pencil.  Seriously, this is how your brains work.  You link emotions to your senses.  In this case, it’s feel.  Immediately, and without knowing it, your physiology changes based on this emotion.  You suddenly feel unimaginative, sluggish, and unable to write.  When you distract yourself through music, comedy, exercise, or a shower, these actions change your physiology, and thus change your emotional state.  You come back to write, and the words flow.

What about people who just hate to write and it has nothing to do with a pencil?  These people have linked certain emotions to the act of writing itself.  At some point in their lives, they experienced major negative emotions while having to write.  Often times this occurred over many occasions, and the size of the emotions associated with writing grew.

If you’re one of these people, don’t feel bad, we all have things in our lives that trigger bad emotions.  The difference is how a person responds to these emotions, and their ability to change the emotions on command.  I will tell you right now that anyone who has truly mastered a specific skill first had to master his emotions.  A professional baseball player plays in 162 games each season.  The best players are the best because they are able to produce consistent results.  Do you think a great hitter feels great every morning when he wakes up?  Heck no!  No one feels great all the time.  However, when he steps onto the field, he is able to put himself in the right mindset to succeed.  He is able to call up the right emotional state for success.  Have you ever wondered why baseball players are so superstitious?  It is because they have a very specific routine that is required to put themselves in state.  They are using specific items from past memories to recreate the same emotions that often lead to success.

How do we keep ourselves in a positive state?  How do we take an activity that usually puts us in a negative state and change it puts us in a positive state?

We do by firing off positive emotions and taking notice of how we use our body and our breathing when we feel great.  This is called anchoring and I’ll talk about it in another post.

Back in SF

January 10, 2011 Leave a comment

After 3 weeks in Hawaii visiting my family, I have returned to San Francisco.  It’s cold, and I miss my family and dogs.  Other than that, I am excited to be back in the city as I can REALLY begin to attack my goals.

To start things off on the right foot, I’m going to continue with goal setting.  One are of my life that I absolutely must get handled is career/work.  I had a lot of time to reflect in Hawaii about how I have spent the past year of my life.  One year ago, I had just moved to SF and was in a total state of disarray.  I had just gotten out of a serious relationship, quit my job, and essentially packed my bags and ran away to California.  I’m not sure this was the best way to deal with things, but it was how I dealt with it at the time.  I literally flew away from Hawaii on Christmas day of 2009.  It was a confusing and rough period of my life.  Looking back, I do not think decisions or actions of this size should be made on the basis of fear.  I was afraid at the time, so I ran.

Now I am one year older and again I return to San Francisco.  This time around, I’d like to start the year off on in a productive manner.  The reason I am in San Francisco is to build a life that is not available to me in Hawaii.  Hawaii has a limited job market, and there are very few companies doing really really cool things.  There are also less young people, and the social scene is a lot smaller.  I am in SF to capitalize on the abundance of opportunities available to me.  Let’s set some goals.

Current state of mastery:
I give myself a 3 in this area of my life.  I do pickup freelance film jobs on occasion, but honestly, I’m not making ends meet.  Moreover, I’m not fulfilled with this type of work and I’d like to be doing something else.  My job searching skills seem pretty sub-par, and I haven’t precisely nailed down what I want to do with my life.  It’s time to put up or shut up.  Change or die.

Desired outcome:
At the end of this year, I will have complete certainty over my career path.  I will either be fully enrolled in graduate school and taking classes towards a specific emphasis, or employed full-time in a job that I am fired up about.  My life has structure and balance, and when someone asks me the question, “What do you do,” I have an answer I am excited to share.

I am fully committed to creating this for myself.  I cannot stand to live jobless for another day, let alone a month or a year.  I am willing to go to great extents to make this a reality, even if it means leaving San Francisco.

Resources that are available to me to help achieve mastery:
Temp agencies, job search websites, personal networks, What Color is My Parachute, Personal Power, library, Graduate Schools, USAF officers school.

Mentors or coaches that are available to me to help achieve mastery:

  • Friends
  • college counselors
  • career counselors
  • Tony Robbins
  • Job Search groups

What actions or rituals do I need to establish so that I have daily discipline to follow through and create results:

  • Get a part-time job to pay essential bills and keep mind and body in “work mode”
  • Finish reading What Color is My Parachute
  • Make daily To-Do lists for job searching
  • Deadlines and exit plans

The last item on this list entails something I am inserting into my life in San Francisco this time around that I didn’t a year ago.  When I arrived a year ago, I had no end date if things didn’t work out.  While, I am one to advocate persistence, I also know there is reality to face as well.  Sometimes things don’t work out.  That’s life.  Sometimes you bang your head against the wall and claw your nails across the floor and the only result you get is a sore head and broken nails.  It’s a hard lesson for me to learn, but on occasion, we don’t succeed at our original goals.

The good news is, we don’t have to succeed at every goal we create for ourselves.  The reason being, goals can change.  While my overall goal is fixed.  I must be employed.  The route in which I take to get there is variable.  In fact, the obstacles are only in my mind.  In moving to SF last year, I never made a promise to myself I couldn’t leave SF to create the life I desired.  No, rather I was just too stubborn to let go of the life I currently had.

In reflecting upon my life in Hawaii, I realize this is a foolish way to live.  It is one thing to be passionate and determined.  It is another thing to go beyond your means and become delusional.  Realistically, I cannot afford to keep on living in San Francisco unless I am employed.  Additionally, I cannot emotionally invest myself in a dead end job for the entirety of the year.  I am willing to pickup a filler job to keep myself in SF, but if that doesn’t lead to real, fulfilling, and progressive employment, it’s time to try something new.

In the words of Thomas Edison, “I have not failed, I have just found 10,000 ways to not make a light bulb,” or something to that effect.

Here are my hard line conditions:

  • I must be employed full-time 3 months from now.  Whether at one job, or split between two or three.
  • At this 3 month mark, I must be net earning 2500, or similar with benefits. (This I consider my bare minimum)
  • If neither of these conditions are met by April 10th, 2011.  I leave San Francisco.
  • At the 6 month mark, I must continue to be fully employed but earning a minimum of 4000 a month, or similar with benefits
  • On the condition that I am earning less than 4000 a month, but I really love my job, or my job has high probability of career development or pay raise in the next 6 months, I can consider staying.
  • Otherwise, if these conditions are not met, I leave San Francisco on July 10th, 2011.

I also want to mention I am not leaving myself limited to one option for the next 3 or 6 months.  That option being working in San Francisco.  Although I am committed to making things happen here, I am also preparing myself for other options.  I am currently applying to a couple MBA programs, the Peace Corps, and speaking with a recruiter for the USAF (as an officer).

I once held a belief that I had no good options.  This is entirely untrue.  We always have options.  Sometimes we have to go beyond what we think is possible or reasonable.  If I have to join the military to create the life I desire, so be it.  All things considered, entering the Air Force as an officer is pretty damn sweet.  They start you off at 2800 a month.  You get free housing or housing allowance, as well as clothing allowance, food allowance, and health care.  Also, you get one month paid vacation a year.  Not to mention the high possibility I get to live in another country for a year or two.  I will say I do not want to see combat.  Not even in the slightest.  I’m quite certain I could not kill a man.  I won’t even intentionally kill a bug.  I’m serious.  In Hawaii, my bedroom has a lava rock wall and giant, flying roaches come through at night.  I catch them in a net and put them outside.

Anyway, back to the goals.

What specific measurable goals am I going to accomplish by the end of this year:

  • Full-time employment or full-time education
  • Complete clarity towards my career path
  • Minimum pay of 4000 a month or one semester of graduate school done
  • 3 additional SOLID career/professional references that are passionate about recommending me for jobs
  • Improved resume that displays direction
  • A professional life I am proud of and excited about

I know I’ll update this more and more over the next couple months.  Right now all of my focus is on my MBA apps, one of which is due tomorrow.  That being said, I need to get some sleep so I can crush it tomorrow.



Checking In

January 8, 2011 Leave a comment

I am going to start implementing weekly check ins to this blog.  I will use check ins to evaluate the progress I am making in areas of my life.

In terms of fitness and health, I give myself a B-.  While, I have been working out hard nearly everyday, I have not been documenting my diet or workouts on livestrong.  Tracking my progress is essential for evaluating growth and improving my methods for success.  I also have not done any yoga or mediation in the past week.  However, I haven’t had a soda in several days, which is a big step forward for me.  I am a soda addict, or have been in the past.

Moving forward, I have to focus more attention on the minute details and follow through with my plans.  What is the point of making a plan if I don’t intend to follow through? I will be returning to SF tomorrow and I will have to refocus my energies on what is important to me.

As for blogging itself, I give myself an A-.  I have successfully blogged everyday since committing to the challenge.  I have wanted to write more, and have intended to add updates more related to my personal goals, but overall, I have blogged and that is the main goal.  I am starting to notice blogging is becoming a bit of a chore and I will have plan my days more closely so that blogging always has a spot.  At the moment, I blog only late at night, before sleep.  I think this is doomed to fail, as I am tired and will likely miss a post or two.  A better strategy would be to blog in the mornings, after a workout, when my mind is awake and active.  Also, I should start keeping a list of topics I want to write about rather than writing what is immediately on my mind at the current moment.

Anyway, I am learning how to use wordpress a bit better and I will start to add more features in the next couple weeks.

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Say a prayer…

January 7, 2011 Leave a comment

I meant to write something else today, but plans changed.  Today, my best friend’s mother passed away suddenly.  I knew her to some extent, and I have good memories with her family.  I feel terrible for my friend.  He has a strong support group of friends around him.  The people you love can die at any time.  Go tell your mom you love her.

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Sell Something Online

January 6, 2011 Leave a comment

This has been on my to do list for quite some time.  I actually have a note book full of product ideas that range from jewelry to meditation videos.  I originally got the idea to do this after reading a book titled, “The Four Hour Work Week,” by Timothy Ferris.  Ferris talks in detail about lifestyle design and how to create automated income through the use of muses.  A muse is something that requires effort initially to set up, but after the main setup, time input is minimal and the muse runs mostly on its own.  Creating automated income has been made significantly easier by the internet and web 2.0 technologies.

Anyway, I got really fired up after reading this book and even went through the effort of making some initial versions of products I could sell.  However, I never followed through and never tried to sell these things online.

Starting today I’m going to follow through with one of my more simple product designs, a bracelet.  I originally got the idea for this bracelet several years ago while I was at a Buddhist center in Colorado.  While at the gift store, I found a Chinese coin.  A couple days later I strung a brown shoelace through it and tied it on my wrist.  Every time I’d wear it, I’d get a lot of compliments and questions about the bracelet.  The picture to the right is my second version of the bracelet, which is much nicer I think.

I promised to give several bracelets away to friends, but after that I will make a listing on  Wish me luck and if you want to buy one, check back in a couple days for the link.

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